Have Faith

I was listening to the “He lives in you…” song from the Lion King Musical. The entire song is a reminder of my self to my self in the most musical way.

My mind can worry all it wants but my heart must have faith that it’s job is done and that all desires have been fulfilled. My mind can scheme and make things happen but in my heart, I have nothing left to accomplish.

Goodnight!

Germany, Syria – The War and It’s path

Most great events do not begin by announcing and telegraphing before they begin. They gradually unfold like a stream that uses the rocks to gather momentum and become a river that gushes down the slopes and floods the plains until it meets the Ocean.

In December 2010, Mohammed Bouazizi set fire to himself in Tunisia. A catalyst to a fire that was already burning in much of middle east and the stream became a river very quickly and became what we now call as Arab Spring. Out of that Arab spring were borne many conflicts. One of them stole the headlines in 2011 and 2012. It was Egypt. However, the one that picked up the steam a bit late but exploded the most is Syria.

It has been 4 years since. The river has been picking up momentum ever since it began. Slowly and gradually it has been adding other streams to itself. That is precisely how a flood develops. And soon the plains will be flooded.

Great wars are every generations way to create a great metamorphosis that leads to a new beginning. The creation has never rested and will never rest. It evolves continously through the mutual dance of destruction and creation. Every great destruction leads to great creation.

In the 20th century, by the end of second world war – a new creation was borne out of the great destruction. The great power of the United States of America was born. It took shape through the rest of 20th century and blossomed through later decades and into 21st century. Has the wave that began in 1940’s completed it’s peak? Who knows. Time will tell.

In my opinion, the events of late 2010 and early 2011 have set in motion another wave of great destruction. Some will argue that stream began in 2001 on September 11th. May be they are right. We only know that the streams have become rivers and have started to flood.

So in 2015 August when Germany finally stepped in and took home the hundreds of thousands of refugees washing ashore to Europe over the last year or so, we have indeed entered a new  phase of this great event of 21st century.

By the time the Syrian, Ukrainian, Iraqi, Yemeni wars combine and end, a new creation will be borne out of this great destruction. And there will be a leader who will take over the remains. And there will be a new generation of progress and blossoming in the years to come. It’s a circle of creation that has withstood the test of time.

When will this river reach the ocean? Who will be the leader to arise? Who will lose the most? We can guess based on history, our biases and our preferences. It sure will be fun to play the prediction game but the truth is we never know until the time arrives.

There are always early indications in every race. They don’t tell you will win but they chalk out the probabilities and possibilities. In August 2015, I think Germany just inched ahead in the new wave. Let’s wait and watch.

Contentment is Divine

“…….Contentment is what makes you divine…..”- Sri Sri Ravi Shankar.

Walk into a room that is dimly lit, quiet, almost serene, empty space in the center and few places to sit in solitude. The light interplays with the darkness in a beautiful harmony to add to the silence. The few sounds mingle like waves with the total silence to give purpose to the sounds.
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To me life is not a simple uni-color landscape where one attitude or emotion or philosophy will fill the entire life. Opposites are part of every bit of our life. The world is full of all types of people and our mind reflects the world we live in.
In our little world, we all need a place we can go where nothing matters. Past doesn’t bother, future doesn’t matter and there is a peace.
For some it is a physical place – a temple, a church, a park, an empty road, a quiet room in the house. For me, it’s a corner in my mind.
I want great things in my life and I want to achieve those great things.
Yet, i recognize that for great ambition to fulfill it’s place in my mind and in my world, I need a place that is the total opposite of it. A corner in my mind where nothing matters. Where there is total contentment!
Just as ambition cannot survive without contentment, contentment is meaningless without ambition glowing it’s flame in another corner of my mind.
For a few moments of the day, I live in complete acceptance with where, what and who I am. For the rest of the day, I plan, strive and execute actions that take me to a different place, make me a different person and change my surroundings.
In death, may be there will be only one of the two. But in life, they both exist in different parts of my mind.My two children. I love them both!

Can I comprehend the entire universe in front of me?

When I went to Jackson Hole, WY last year in June, I had the good fortune to view the mountain range at the Grand Teton Park. The towering Mount Moran over Jackson Hole, WY. It is a sight to behold. At nearly 13000 ft high, it is one of the highest peaks in contagious states of America. It’s less than half of the largest peak on Mount Everest but it is big still.

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The view made me gasp in awe. It made my mind still and ponder on the grandoise of the sight in front of me.
We humans percieve size through reference points in the surrounding space and distance. How do I know that this laptop is small? Because it sits in a room and on a table larger than it. The laptop is smaller than my body. Hence, I deem it as small. The room, table, my body and several other objects in and around it were my reference points. I judge the size of this object based on all the reference points – visible and invisible. Invisible are the ones in my memory.
I have for years read of mountain peaks and their sizes. Mount Everest is 8,800 something meters high. 29000 something feet high. I have read those numbers before and do read them still.
But, until I saw Mount Moran from the road in front it in Jackson Hole, with the trees, the cars, the houses as my reference points – I had no real understanding of the size of that mountain. When that size become real with all the reference points. It filled me with awe.
Distance is another key reference point here. I was standing in proximity now to the mountain. The mountain was not out of my sight but right in front of me.
The milky way galaxy that we are part of is 100,000 light years in diameter. That is 946052840000000000 kilometers (approximately). There are 18 numbers in that size in kilometers. I can put any other myraid variety of numbers around that size. And I am only just talking one galaxy in what we know is part of some billions of galaxies. A billion has 9 zeroes after 1.
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Those numbers are generally quoted to produce awe. To expand the mind beyond the petty. To understand the breadth of the horizon in which we are part of.
That to me is like looking at the height of Mount Everest on a computer screen. I can simply not comprehend 18 digit number kilometers without reference points. 
 
I can pretend to comprehend. I can try to comprehend. I can imagine. 
 
Yet, it is incomplete. 
 
I have no reference point to comprehend the entire universe. My body was a reference point to comprehend the size of the laptop that I am typing this on. In a way, my body was a reference point to comprehend the size of Mount Moran. 
 
I could stand on a road the view the entire Mount Moran in my eye sight. I was just far enough from it and not too far away from it to be able to view the entire mountain in my eyesight.
 
There is a sweet spot of time, distance and reference points in the space that are necessary for human mind to comprehend the size of any object, person or element in space.
 
And there must be such sweet spot for us to comprehend the entire universe in our eye sight. or Inner Sight.
 
Keep Exploring!
 
 
 
 
 

I need to write. Again.

Today is 6th September of 2015. I am 34 years old. I feel the need to write again. And for a change, the need is not borne of desire to convey or convince others but of one to give expression to my thoughts.

Much of my verbal communication or even written one with others is tempered to convey something to another person. When communicating with others, I am restricted to say that which will convey my thoughts in the best way to achieve the desired objective. That communication has a very specific objective. It is incomplete.

This blog is my communication to nobody in particular and hence lacks a specific motive. It has in it greater freedom of expression.

That which has no specific goal, the entire creation is it’s goal.